Here is a picture from a restorative week I had back in October. I could use that again.
I haven't written much as I have been trying to get some other tasks done. Today I finally got up the new web site with less than a month to go before the whole thing vanished. For my next trick I need to finish planning and creating materials for a day long workshop I plan to teach locally and in NYC. Work, work for a single hand will but little work command. When you work for yourself like I do, it can seem like there is never a break. (It's true I don't get sick days or paid vacation, and my healthcare premiums are double or triple yours).
As I watch the political drama unfold, I am concerned. I am worried that someone like me who walks a path that is not well understood and far from the mainstream will end up with representatives that don't think I should be able to get the necessities of life unless I do things the way everyone else does. We have built a world where the many support the few to the detriment of the Earth, to its creatures, and to its people. I am one of those people. The work I do is designed to help people restore harmony in themselves and their life. In times past I would have been a valued member of a community, but the world has changed. My skills don't translate immediately into increased sales, stock revenues, or market dominance. What I do is for the people and for the Earth. It is not easy to stand out.
Why am I telling you this? Well you should know that even with all the tools at my disposal I struggle too. I sometimes despair. I too lose sleep with worry over the future. Besides if you're not worried about the state of our world, you are not paying attention. Aside from the societal troubles we have a climate crisis unfolding. A crisis that could burst the soap bubble of civilization that we've been living in for the past few hundred years. Our species might not make it. This is not alarmism, this is a probable future, and I deal in probable futures.
In these times of uncertainties I have no great solution to the troubles of the world. I offer one piece of advice only. Try to be kind. Try to live in the understanding that what ever you may be going through others are as well. If you have no recourse left, then just try and be kind. It may not fix your situation. It might not change the course that history takes. It will however change you, and those that you meet along the path. If you are weighed down by grief let it make you kinder. If you are afraid let it make you kinder. If you are in pain let it make you kinder. Kindness in a dark time or place may one day light a path to healing. I hope you receive kindness on your journey and I hope that you pass it on.
Peace and Blessings,
Thomas Mooneagle
P.S. Here's the new website https://thomasmooneagle.com
