I've finally gotten around to blogging. I've had a month of priorities. Fear has been a companion. Old patterns popping up to raise their heads and show me where they are still pulling the strings on my life and reactions. Moving into the core of issues is challenging because so many other things tie into it. As one of my teachers said, "The thing about change is that we have to change." We want change and simultaneously to stay exactly as we are. This doesn't work so well.
This month I have been embroiled into the conflicts in the lives around me. I got to be the calm center. For a few weeks it was nonstop. One of the gifts of this experience is that it put a perspective on my own inner conflicts. I basically came to the conclusion that all my so called problems would take care of themselves. We all have our conflicts, but we shouldn't let them get in the way of our living of life. All men without problems share one trait...they're dead. What I couldn't understand is why everything was happening at once and around myself. It dawned on me that in my daily practice I had been offering myself in service. TADAAA WISH GRANTED! I don't mind really, now that things have calmed down and I have the chance to regather myself. I found that when I needed my spirit helpers they were there and they performed great service through me. It is good to know the skills you spend time learning and developing have real world significance. Although I should use the term "real world" loosely. It would be more accurate to say shared reality. Did everyone sign their consent form?
The other piece of news is that I have been working in the studio again. Things just seem more right when I am creating. This year has been good for integrating my spiritual practices and artwork. The two are no longer so separate. They weave in and out of each other enhancing both facets of my life. I'll be talking a bit about this in the upcoming Faery and Deva Communication Workshop which is happening on June 18th at Compassion Retreat Center.
Lastly I should mention that if you are experiencing challenges you aren't alone. Everyone I know right now is dealing with either big change in their life or core issues that are resurfacing. Intuitive people are picking up on earth shifts and feeling anxious, restless, exhausted, etc... Don't see yourself as alone. Come together with others and help each other. Make use of the support network you have in your life, and if you don't have one well it is the perfect time to form one. Be a willing listener, share a kind word, and don't forget to love yourself.
Peace and Blessings,
p.s. Come and see me at the Healing Clinic this Sunday June 5th I will be one of the readers there. It is being held at the Ramada Conference Center (used to be the Clarion). It will go from noon to 5 PM.